Things have changed on this site and the path and journey I am currently on is one that does not include the love of my life beside me helping me to raise our wonderful son or grow old with me. This blog is the journey that I was on with him and now without him...it will get crass (but when have I not been before), I will use the word Fuck - a lot, I will be honest, I will be heartfelt, I will have laughter.
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This man came into my life, went out of my life and then came back into my life. We made each other better people. We supported each other. We loved each other. The person he was is the person that I hope our son becomes. The person I am today is because of who he was and the love that he gave me unconditionally.
The ache in my bones and the grief is overwhelming at the best of times. But through it all I know that my memory of him is what keeps him alive...the memory of him through all of those that he knew keeps him alive. I need to keep him alive so that his son knows him through our eyes and our hearts.
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